Looks Good on Paper

I left for this vacation 5 days ago with high expectations of the massive amounts of time that I would have to dedicate to the doing of things that I wanted to get done. Things like writing, reading, and getting extra sleep were high on my lists of things to get done. So far on this trip however I have not had a moment to read once, nor have I had time to write one blog. I have gotten less sleep this week then I ever do at home. So now at 2 in the morning I just finished 2 hour or so conversations back to back with every relative I have that started at 8am and ended literally just now. The night before my return and I am going to be getting about 2 too 3 hours of sleep tonight and I'm sure will be busy for the weeks to come. I don't know how to balance all this. How do I get the rest that I feel I so desperately need. I certainly didn't get it on vacation, so where than do I find this time. I guess its time to get stronger. So this post goes out to my beautiful girlfriend that I so convincingly promised that I would write. Even after 3 hour conversations with my parents and an early breakfast tomorrow. love you girl.

~cortland